Wednesday, August 10, 2011 Feelings that will never be gone nor changed
It's only some days which we had parted.. I just can't control my feelings. These few days has been very miserable after thinking what we've done for the past 2 years. Whenever we are free, we will go out, shopping, play and whatever.. Everytime after school, we will go home together without fail except for some exceptions.. Everyday i wake up or go to bed, i will be there waiting for your SMS(s).. Now, its totally different.. Everything has changed and my phone is dead, after school i have to take another route and whenever im free i will be only at home, doing nothing..
For all of the time we were together, it has all etched into my mind and i would never forget them. These little pieces here and there will leave me thinking about you and it's forever. I can't oppose to you getting another boyfriend or whatever you do now but i just want to stay as your friend for now because i will be hoping everyday.. Even if you think something like 'Quit hoping', but i will never give up, i will continue to wait and wait for your acceptance of the new me hopefully in the future. For now, i can only look at those gifts you gave to me and keep it. All the things you have given to me, i appreciated it and i will keep it with me forever. You will never be erased from my mind I swear..