All i can say now is i had wonderful times with you and everytime i'm the one being blamed... Now that things evolves to this stage, there is no more doubt that things will start to cool off. It just appears that you don't care about this and you can just live on.. You just don't care for the ultimate feelings of others.

This pain will last me a year? 10 years? or forever? i don't really know but i can just say i won't go into another relationship anymore... It's been a true eye opener to relationship in this 1 year, to me, now, relationship carries on because of $$$$!

Studies.. Thought of giving it up now, shall approach dad and mom tomorrow if i can just start to work. Study is so tiring and tedious without help. The fact that i helped you before and now u refused to help me just makes me feel so 'xin han'. Till here...t.e.a.r.s...